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July 01, 2006
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I feel very stupid.

I had sex and have not heard from that person pretty much since it happened. Real nice, right?! Well, if you want to be technical, we went out for brunch the next morning, but I feel like that barely counts.

I've had some time to think about this, and with every passing day that I don't hear from him I go from being more mad at him to being more mad at myself. After all, I tell myself, what did you expect from him? He told you didn't want a relationship with you. I guess I was hoping he would change his mind, that perhaps I could change his mind. I could convince him how happy he would be with me...

Maybe I have not heard from him because there is nothing for us to say.

Maybe there is nothing more that he wants from me...

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