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June 25, 2006
sigh
January 07, 2006
miracle
January 05, 2006
a woman's worth
January 04, 2006
nothing
December 20, 2005
looking back

There is something creepy about hanging out with someone who has seen you naked. I hung out with another of my exboyfriends this weekend and it was just...weird. I just felt weird I think because our paths have forked apart and the gap is so wide. I can't imagine dating him now. He is a nice guy and everything, but now that I have dated other people I have realized that I do have a "type." That concept was rather alien in high school and I would pretty much date anyone who asked me.

It is always interesting to go back and do the "what if" thing. Sure, I can look back now and think what if I had not done "x." But X has played a part in making me who I am now. So I guess I should not change it right.

I just have a hard time accepting myself.

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