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June 25, 2006
sigh
January 07, 2006
miracle
January 05, 2006
a woman's worth
January 04, 2006
nothing
December 20, 2005
looking back

I'm feeling this sense of discontent with how things are in my life. I mean, on one hand it seems like things are good. I transferred to a new school and it will of course have its challenges but I am looking forward to it. I can't quite put my finger on it, but it seems like something is off a little with Jim and I. Collectively and separately. I do know that whatever this funk is with us is affecting me though. I just wish I knew how to fix it. But is it something you can fix? Is it something that needs to be fixed? I am not even sure. I feel like he has put up such a wall. Sometimes I want to just leave him be so he can find his own way, and then other times I feel like I am going out of my way trying to scale this wall.

Sigh.

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