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Ok, so I thought I was leaving, and going back to bed. Except I went to my counter, and I saw that he's still here.

I wonder what he's thinking.

I wonder what he's feeling....relief? regret? happiness? sorrow? some odd mix?

I am too numb to feel anything. I feel hollow.

For two years I have felt little but love and happiness.

I can't imagine not waking up next to him again, not hearing his voice again, never holding his hand again, never looking into his eyes.

The tears are starting again, I best get going.

Goodnight.

Before - After

said Jenn on 2001-07-12 at 1:13 a.m.