I get so lonely. It is such a horrible feeling. It almost seems worse than any other kind of feeling. To know that the person that I love most is soo far away tears my heart into teeny tiny pieces. It makes me want to grab my suitcase, pick my most prized possessions and head to Virginia permanently. Who cares about a degree? A job? Nah, those things don't matter when I get this lonely. I look up above my desk and see all his cards, one of his little notes, pictures of us, some pictures of him in my old dorm room, a poem he wrote for me the first summer we were dating, and last but not least, a picture of him from when he was like 4 years old. I swear, it is the most adorable picture I have ever seen. Those beautiful blue eyes, so innocent...make me melt. You can see these cute Transformer pajamas...*swoon*.
It's late, I should probably head to bed. 20 more days until I see Jim!!!