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July 01, 2006
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Alright. I think I am ready to talk about it now.

I was talking to Jim last night and I said that I was thinking of just not applying to school up here and just applying to UVa. If I don't get in then I will just look fo a job and apply again.

His reply was to not close any doors. I replied that I did not feel like I was missing out on anything. It's been almost 6 months since he moved and I don't want to be separated from him anymore.

He was quiet and I had a feeling that I knew why he was saying that. So that's when I asked him about getting married (basically...the text is two entries back). And that was when he replied...

We said goodnight and he told me he loved me. I did not tell him I loved him back. Not that I don't. I just did not feel like saying it. Immature? Yes. Do I care? No.

It's so frustrating. I know he looks at it like, "why is she ruining a good thing?" We are having a great relationship. But I want to get married. I want to make that commitment to him. It saddens me that he does not want the same.

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