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I don't feel very happy. I have my moments where I do. But I don't now. The odd thing is that I don't know what to do to change that. Usually I do. I don't know what to do now. I feel trapped into something that does not make me feel very good. Something that does not feel very comfortable. I hate this not knowing. It drives me crazy. It has been keeping me from sleeping. This weekend I feel so shitty. I just kinda hung around the house, just moving from my bed to my computer to my futon and back to my computer. I'm constantly hungry, and I do not know if it is that I am hungry or that I just want to eat something. I realize why I have been listening to this song constantly. I really sat and listened to the lyrics. Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I�m convinced that there�s just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in Without a sense of confidence I�m convinced that there�s just too much pressure to take I've felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds, they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling
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| said Jenn on 2001-07-09 at 1:02 a.m. |