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July 01, 2006
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I went out with J tonight. We went to this bar in Georgetown and had a fabulous time. I wore a cute outfit that I bought yesterday. It was quite the pick-me-up. And you know what was nice? Having guys hit on me. It would be way too early to get into a relationship, obviously, but it's nice to know that other people find you attractive. It was weird though, the guys were attractive and fun to talk to, but I left with a feeling of longing. I miss Jim a lot. I check my phone to see if he has called, and every time I come to my apartment door I hope that he will be there. My heart skipped a beat a few minutes ago as I parked my car because I saw a car identical to his. Which, actually, does not happen often because it's not a terribly common car. Stupid Maryland plates had to ruin everything!

As I chatted with J today over dinner she asked whether I would be willing to get back together with Jim, despite the mean things he said. It was something to ponder.

I was listening to a little Sting on the way home and it seemed to fit...

You could say I lost my faith in science and progress
You could say I lost my belief in the holy church
You could say I lost my sense of direction
You could say all of this and worse but

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

Some would say I was a lost man in a lost world
You could say I lost my faith in the people on TV
You could say I'd lost my belief in our politicians
They all seemed like game show hosts to me

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

I could be lost inside their lies without a trace
But every time I close my eyes I see your face

I never saw no miracle of science
That didn't go from a blessing to a curse
I never saw no military solution
That didn't always end up as something worse but
Let me say this first

If I ever lose my faith in you
There'd be nothing left for me to do

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